sooooo Glorious!!

Are we aware of the greatness of the Day in which we are living??
And this time I wont talk about what God has done to make it so special....
rather about where we are and what awaits us!

I love docus and my favourite tv programs, since I was a child, are: QUARK, GEO&GEO, ULISSE, etc (Italian programs on history, science, geography etc)... well, watching Ulisse's emission I realized that, though the future will be bright, amazing and unimaginable:
with opportunities to be in touch with form of lifes from other planet and even galaxies;
with the capacity to know and travel under the deepest ocean as if it were the ground we walk on every day;
with the chance to live healthy-long-happy lifes, in peace with every single man & woman and every form of life on this planet, being able to communicate with an auxiliary language common to all, a free economy, a fair trade... all because laws will be set and people will respect them, a world were JUSTICE is real;
with extraordinary technologies and ever-advancing fields to be discover...
THIS epoch, THIS era is the best moment to live in.... asking why?!
Hey... WE, US, are at the turning point to make ALL THIS happen!!
The bright future we will render our great-grand-grandchildren is up to us....

I'm not just positive saying it will be bright... history teaches us... we suffer and go through huge crises, undergo trhough periods of violence and almost reach the point to destroy everything... well we could even disappear... and at that point nothing else would matter... still I have HOPE and DESIRE and WISH that our generation will bring forward a better generation and that among the children we will educate will be those discoverers, scientists, great mind and souls that for the good of all will produce a golden civilization! Actually among us there are already people working in this sense with pure motives and purposes!! In the future we could be remembered as the fathjers and mothers that gave society a new shape, a new home striving to achieve high standards of morality and envisaging the world we are all called to build!

So the best moment to live in is NOW... as we can make the change, we can plant the seeds for such glorious times and fruits to be bear!!
EXCITING, UH?!

And it's all up to us........

I'd like to learn it from the wind...

I am well aware, O my Lord, that I have been so carried
away by the clear tokens of Thy loving-kindness, and so completely inebriated with the wine of Thine utterance, that whatever I behold I readily discover that it maketh Thee known unto me, and it remindeth me of Thy signs, and of Thy tokens, and of Thy testimonies. By Thy glory! Every time I lift up mine eyes unto Thy heaven, I call to mind Thy highness and Thy loftiness, and Thine incomparable glory and greatness; and every time I turn my gaze to Thine earth, I am made to recognize the evidences of Thy power and the tokens of Thy bounty. And when I behold the sea, I find that it speaketh to me of Thy majesty, and of the potency of Thy might, and of Thy sovereignty and Thy grandeur. And at whatever time I contemplate the mountains, I am led to discover the ensigns of Thy victory and the standards of Thine omnipotence.
(Baha'u'llah, Prayers and Meditations by Baha'u'llah, p. 271)

discover myself...

There's something I got to know about myself... I don't like much to talk about me, actually is what I've always thought when people ask about my interests, what I wish to do in my life and what I like or don't, how do I see mysel in 10 years and things like these.... I am usually vague and tend to avoid a straight answer... well, I think to my self about the possible answer and am not sure about the real answer so I just try to change subject.... the truth is that I don't know the answer to those questions.... I don't know myself!! Isn't it scary??
For me it is....

What was hard.. was to come to the point of admitting it.... be sincere... ahhhhhhhhhh! It's not giving relief! Because admitting I have no clue what I will be doing next year (much less in 10) doesn't bring me closer to the answer! Still, is better to be sincere then try to lie to myself...

I feel open to everything .... to whatever comes... or at least this sensation is the closest true answer I'm able to give to myself!

All my life's meaning is in Baha'u'llah

HOLY DAY MARKS 116TH ANNIVERSARY OF THE PASSING OF BAHA'U'LLAH ACRE,

Israel, 28 May 2008 (BWNS) -- Four hundred Baha'i pilgrims will be among the thousand followers of Baha'u'llah from around the world who gather at His burial site on 29 May at 3 a.m. to commemorate the 116th anniversary of His passing. Around the globe, tens of thousands more will turn their faces in the direction of the same shrine - for Baha'is, the holiest spot on earth - in remembrance of the night in 1892 that Baha'u'llah passed away at His home near Acre in the Holy Land.His remains were entombed on the same property, now a site of pilgrimage for members of the Baha'i Faith the world over.Many of those who attend the program at the Shrine of Baha'u'llah will also be able to visit His home, the Mansion of Bahji, for a few minutes of private prayer in the very room where He spent His final hours.The room is maintained exactly as it was during the time of Baha'u'llah - even a pair of His shoes is there for the pilgrims to see.Baha'u'llah was born in Tehran, Iran, but He and a large group of His followers were banished from their native land in 1853 and forced to go first to Baghdad, then on to what was the Ottoman Empire and the remote prison city of Acre.Pilgrims also are able to visit His prison cell in the old walled city and three houses, including the one at Bahji, where He eventually was able to stay when authorities eased the stricter confinement of the prison barracks.Baha'is believe that Baha'u'llah is the Messenger of God for this age, the most recent in a line of divine educators that includes Buddha, Jesus, Krishna, Mohammed, Moses, and Zoroaster, among others.The anniversary of the Ascension of Baha'u'llah is one of nine holy days on which Baha'is suspend work.

To view the photos and additional features click here: http://news.bahai.org

I love my NSA.... it rocks!!

The National Spiritual Assembly of the Bahai's of Italy has been elected this week-end.

I am grateful and happy for this news!! Knowing the meaning of this event everyone would be!

Baha'is delegates from every corner of the nation (except Sicily, where few days before was elected the National Spiritual Assembly of Sicily) met and in depeening sessions, meditation on the characteristics that the memebers serving in this istitution must own, in a spiritual and prayerful attitude they choose nine members among the members of the community to serve in this field.
Both women and men, age 21 and over are eligible for election to the Baha'i national institution. They are elected for their qualities and capacities to serve the community, for their being involved and active in the growth of the community.... there is no political campaign for being elected, no blood bonds that matters!!
What's amazing in this process is the fact that during this week-end the delegates brought with them the ideas, requests, needs and love of the baha'is of their local communities and consulted, answer and share about during the week-end!

This process of having someone that works for the well-fare of all, someone that is there not for his/her own good, but to serve all... from children to old, men and women, not just bahai's but every single individual living on this planet, is not mere idealism or society's need, is a gift to humanity, is a Divine Plan!! A New World Order brought from Baha'u'llah!
From the local to the national and international level this administration of the baha'i community is an example for the whole world on how in a totally respectful, spiritual and harmonic way the voice of every single individual could be, not just heard, but actually taken in consideration and consult about for the improvement of the society!
So whenever I attend to the 19th Day Feast in my community and wish to propose something during the administration part of the Feast, I CAN!! And this becomes part of the consultation, which is the extraordinary tool we can use for every single thing, in our family, with friends at school, colleagues at work, etc... Amazing uh??

Ok, I didn't want to go in details... but my head just follows the implication that this event brings with it... a National Spiritual Assembly is like a mama: takes care, guides, encourages and love the community-child... moreover, its an example and joy for its community.
This 9 memebrs will work all through the year, sacrificing themeself with happiness.... attending at the directives that comes from the Baha'i World Center will humbly work for the betterment of our society... seems a parallel world.... indeed, is ours!

I've always been of this idea ... you are all strange!

I got temperature... but it's a weird one!

I feel week and my bones and skin hurt unbearably, my eyes burn and my throat is in flame... I hate to be in this conditions... I get sick once twice a year and usually for just few days... but this year I bet all records being sick almost once a month! Hideous!!

Well, still nothing really special in this, if.... my body temperature wouldn't range from 35,4'C to the max of 37,6'C.... when I was a kid I used to be ill with a temperature of 34'C....

I am not able to sleep nor read (which is my only hobby when ill) 'cause I have headache... so i make phonecalls to cheat time... I called my cousin and we were talking abouth this and that when she asked me why my voice was so low.... I told her about my temperature .... she bursted in a LOL and said: "I've always been of this idea ... you are all strange!"
That made me laugh so much I almost fell off the bed!

Isn't it funny how people see you for how you are made??

community life

There must be a balance between sense and sensibility! What is a matter of concern to me to-day is that we all have a different pivot of measure for holding a balance between the two... this doesn't help much in certain cases in which you have to deal with people whose measure it's all on one or the other side!

sense ---O-- sensibility

So I faced something like this the other day and was reflecting on how this two qualities actually influence our daily life, in such a way that we do react... in a good / bad or even worse way....

"God hath never burdened any soul beyond its power"

(Baha'u'llah, Gleanings from the Writings of Baha'u'llah, p. 106)

So how do WE dare??? How could we measure others with our own scales and give a judgment?? Still,this is what we normally do.... what's worse we don't just judge, we keep the idea we have in our mind and freeze it... for as much as possible.... unless we train ourself in FLEXIBILITY GYM... (I would reccomend the humily tool)

"Beware that ye swell not with pride before God, and disdainfully reject His loved ones. Defer ye humbly to the faithful, they that have believed in God and in His signs, whose hearts witness to His unity, whose tongues proclaim His oneness, and who speak not except by His leave. Thus do We exhort you with justice, and warn you with truth, that perchance ye may be awakened. Lay not on any soul a load which ye would not wish to be laid upon you, and desire not for any one the things ye would not desire for yourselves. This is My best counsel unto you, did ye but observe it."
(Baha'u'llah, Gleanings from the Writings of Baha'u'llah, p. 126 LXVI)

Well, as I was hurt on my sensibility as my sense tells me that things should be going in a different way, I will not take the burden it was laid upon me... I can free my self... it's in my powers.... as among my powers is the capacity to put myself into someone else's shoes... and also the one to be able to recognize that I'm not exempt from making such mistakes too!!

Seems at the end there's some kind of balance.... or not??

THE WORLD IS BUT ONE COUNTRY AND MANKIND ITS CITIZENS

What is happening in the world is saddening everyone... for what we hear and see is a world crumbling away, the ground beneth us with the skies above us....

People become each hour more afraid of their neighbours, of their future and of life in general...

violence, famine, extreem poverty, economic and ecological disasters.... society is afflicted by a disease we don't want to recognize!

'Abdu'l-Bahá stresses that the development of the physical world and the happiness of mankind are dependent on both the "call of civilization, of the progress of the material world" and the "soul-stirring call of God, Whose spiritual teachings are safeguards of the everlasting glory, the eternal happiness and illumination of the world of humanity".

What is happening us is clearly described in those words:

"The violent derangement of the world's equilibrium; thetrembling that will seize the limbs of mankind; the radical transformation of human society; the rolling up of the present-day Order; the fundamental changes affecting the structure of government; ... the development of infernal engines of war; the burning of cities; the contamination of the atmosphere of the earth -- these stand out as the signs and portents that must either herald or accompany the retributive calamity which, as decreed by Him Who is the Judge and Redeemer of mankind, must, sooner or later, afflict a society which, for the most part, and for over a century, has turned a deaf ear to the Voice of God's Messenger in this day -- a calamity which must purge the human race of the dross of its age-long corruptions, and weld its component parts into a firmly knit world-embracing Fellowship -- a Fellowship destined, in the fullness of time, to be incorporated in the framework, and to be galvanized by the spiritualizing influences, of a mysteriously expanding, divinely appointed Order, and to flower, in the course of future Dispensations, into a Civilization, the like of which mankind has, at no stage in its evolution, witnessed." Shoghi Effendi
(Compilations, The Compilation of Compilations vol. I, p. 70)

"A tempest, unprecedented in its violence, unpredictable in its course, catastrophic in its immediate effects, unimaginably glorious in its ultimate consequences, is at present sweeping the face of the earth. Its driving power is remorselessly gaining in range and momentum. Its cleansing force, however much undetected, is increasing with every passing day. Humanity, gripped in the clutches of its devastating power, is smitten by the evidences of its resistless fury. It can neither perceive its origin, nor probe its significance, nor discern its outcome. Bewildered, agonized and helpless, it watches this great and mighty wind of God invading the remotest and fairest regions of the earth, rocking its foundations, deranging its equilibrium, sundering its nations, disrupting the homes of its peoples, wasting its cities, driving into exile its kings, pulling down its bulwarks, uprooting its institutions, dimming its light, and harrowing up the souls of its inhabitants." (Shoghi Effendi, The Promised Day is Come, p. 3)

If we think that natural disasters are the worst thing that could ever happen, we are wrong...

people dies, and as brutal as this sounds this is in human nature, we die to this human world, but our souls live for eternity, developing in every world of God and we know God is the All Mercifull, the Bestower of Gifts, the Most Loving... we will never perish in His Hands.

What IS worst is the way we keep leading society... looking for our own good, fearing the people living on this small planet just because they are not us... as if it doesn't touch me, then it's not worth the trouble to find a solution for the pain.... how childish we are, not seeing that every single human being is a member of the human family we all are part of!!

We have entered the state of human maturity and should now take on our shoulders the responsabilities of our living! We can make it... we can achieve solutions for the wellfare of all in a peacefull, reasonably, determined way...

starting from a single step: recognize the onennes of mankind!!

"So powerful is the light of UNITY that it can illuminate the whole earth."
(Baha'u'llah, Epistle to the Son of the Wolf, p. 14)

"Not until humanity has accepted its organic oneness can it meet even its
immediate challenges, let alone those that lie ahead: "The
well-being of mankind," Bahá'u'lláh insists, "its peace and security, are
unattainable unless and until its unity is firmly established."
(Baha'i International Community, 1992 May 29, Statement on Baha'u'llah, p. 15)

"The spiritual transformation of humanity, the relief of the diverse peoples of
the earth from rampant suffering, the attainment and preservation of true
peace in the world, the birth of a world civilization -- all such noble
objectives of the Cause of God will remain unrealized unless they are
associated with that radical change in the structure and functioning of
human society inherent in the growth and fruition of His divinely ordained
Order. " (Compilations, NSA USA - Developing Distinctive Baha'i Communities)

"Therefore, no matter how far the world of humanity advances, it fails to attain
the highest degree unless quickened by the education and divine bestowals of
the Holy Spirit." (Abdu'l-Baha, The Promulgation of Universal Peace, p. 205)

Baha'is belive this is not just possible, but inevitable! All over the world they are already working unfailingly... and what happens to them?? ---->

http://wendimomen.com/2008/05/16/earth-wind-and-fire-the-road-to-hell/

http://www.state.gov/p/nea/ci/c2404.htm

http://edition.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/meast/05/16/iran.bahais/index.html

http://news.bahai.org/story/632

I leave conclusions to you....

Viva La Mamma

231. O Son of Generosity! Thou wert in the deserts of nonbeing and, by means of the earth of command, I made thee to appear in the world of possession. I charged all the atoms of dependence and the realities of creation with thy training, so that, before thou didst issue from the womb of thy mother, I ordained for thee two fountains of bright milk. I appointed eyes to guard thee, set thy love in all hearts, and with pure generosity I reared thee under the shadow of My Mercy, and protected thee with the essence of My Grace. The purpose of all this was to enable thee to arrive at Our Eternal Might and to deserve Our Invisible Favors.
(Compilations, Baha'i Scriptures, p. 178)

Maternity .....

Grandma at my age...

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"Pecche' la candela teema? Ha paula che io la foffi?"

To celebrate Mother's Day I've chosen few pictures I love and remind me what this word means to me: Mamma!

a waste.... II part

"The present condition of the world -- its economic instability, social dissensions, political dissatisfaction and international distrust -- should awaken the youth from their slumber and make them enquire what the future is going to bring. It is surely they who will suffer most if some calamity sweep over the world. They should therefore open their eyes to the existing conditions, study the evil forces that are at play and then with a concerted effort arise and bring about the necessary reforms -- reforms that shall contain within their scope the spiritual as well as social and political phases of human life." (Compilations, Lights of Guidance, p. 628)

Youth are the precious future and should therefore be educated, protect and guided to perform their qualities and serve mankind as this is the fullest of their potentiality!

"Blessed is he who in the prime of his youth and the heyday of his life will
arise to serve the Cause of the Lord of the beginning and of the end, and adorn
his heart with His love. The manifestation of such a grace is greater than the creation of the heavens and of the earth. Blessed are the steadfast and well is it with those who are firm'." (Bahá'u'lláh, Lights of Guidance, p. 632)

a waste....

Monday evening is usually my study-circle time.. this monday, we couldn't meet, so I decided to accept Alice's invitation to see a movie at her student's house... invited Katy & Irina to join us!

We had no idea what kind of movie was in program, but were open to everything... or thought we were!!

Pretty soon we found out that to be screening was a movie defined as violent and for adults only... It was Gus Van Sant "Elephant" we watched and as I'm keen on movies in general, I appreciated this one on the same theme of "Bowling for Columbine"... though really specific on the situation...

It made me reflect on youth, how they WASTE their potentials, their diamond's talents...
We talked after the movie about models society pushes them to follow (society = each one of us), on wrong attitudes (I suffered therefore you have to suffer too), on wrong values (be rich-be beauty- be cool), on being lonely = thinking with your own head, on feeling alienation because "different" (we all are!!) or shy or else!

ALIENATION is the individual subject's estrangement from its community, society, or world (as in wikipedia)

But what could possibly push a youth (that same very youth so eager to be part of the world, to be accepted by, to be usefull to, to be so special for the others) to hate the rest of the world??

We all have sense alienation once in our life... but this alone didn't bring us to react irreversible!

There is a MGMT's song which explains perfectly that what we are looking for is NOT what is good for us...

How do we know what is good for us? Is this really possible?

"Ordain Thou for me, O my God, the good of this world and the world to come, and
grant me what will profit me in every world of Thy worlds, for I know not what
will help or harm me. Thou, in truth, art the All-Knowing, the
All-Wise." (Baha'u'llah, Prayers and Meditations by Baha'u'llah, p. 256)

Are there hints we should look for? Shouldn't we try to get to know ourself better in order to take decisions?

"Regarding the questions you asked: Self has really two meanings, or is used in two senses, in the Bahá'í writings; one is self, the identity of the individual created by God. This is the self mentioned in such passages as 'he hath known God who hath known himself etc.'. The other self is the ego, the dark, animalistic heritage each one of us has, the lower nature that can develop into a monster of selfishness, brutality, lust and so on. It is this self we must struggle against, or this side of our natures, in order to strengthen and free the spirit within us and help it to attain perfection."
"Self-sacrifice means to subordinate this lower nature and its desires to the more godly and noble side of ourselves. Ultimately, in its highest sense, self-sacrifice means to give our will and our all to God to do with as He pleases. Then He purifies and glorifies our true self until it becomes a shining and wonderful reality." (Compilations, Lights of Guidance, p. 113)

Which Self is really influencing our ability to decide then?

There is no waste, if youth are guided to right values and models and is given them the opportunity to use their abilities for the common good... in little, practical action of SERVICE!!For Service is a powerful instrument to bring forth our talents and spend them on others...

"The time has come for the friends...to think not how they should serve the Cause, but how the Cause should be served." (Compilations, Quickeners of Mankind, p. 19)

"O Lord!

Make this youth radiant, and confer Thy bounty upon this poor creature. Bestow upon him knowledge, grant him added strength at the break of every morn and guard him within the shelter of Thy protection so that he may be freed from error, may devote himself to the service of Thy Cause, may guide the wayward, lead the hapless, free the captives and awaken the heedless, that all may be blessed with Thy remembrance and praise. Thou art the Mighty and the Powerful."

'Abdu'l-Bahá

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I'm standing at the crossroads

There are many roads to take

But I stand here so silently

For fear of a mistake

One road leads to paradise

One road leads to pain

One road leads to freedom

But they all look the same

(lyrics by Calvin Russell)

.... so true!

Lately this is the feeling I have... life is made of croassroads and choises to make, decisions to take... in such things, I do find relief in only 2 simple actions:

1. PRAYER & CONSULTATION 2. CONSULTATION & PRAYER

Today was mostly dedicated to both...

There is a special prayer of Baha'u'llah which I've learnt by heart when was 18 (thanks Gowhar!!).

The prayer was to be recited 19 times, followed by meditation on the problem, the formulation of a solution, and the implementation of the conceived solution...

"O my God! Thou seest me detached from everything save Thee, clinging to Thee. Guide me in my doings, in that which benefith me for the glory of Thy Cause and the loftiness of the state of Thy servants."

There is a special feeling when asking God to guide us, which is up lifting and lightening!
All we have to do is rely our trust upon Him and once the solution has come to us, act as the problem is solved while moving into that direction!
As the answer always arrives I leave you with this:

"Be ye guided by wisdom in all your doings, and cleave ye tenaciously unto it. Please God ye may all be strengthened to carry out that which is the Will of God, and may be graciously assisted to appreciate the rank conferred upon such of His loved ones as have arisen to serve Him and magnify His name."---Bahá'u'lláh

One Art

One Art

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was
you meant to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

---Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

Elizabeth Bishop

I discovered this poem through a movie... it was so touching that I went searching for it in the web. To me it express the action of detachment... from things, situations, people. Detachment is a virtue to be practice as much as patience...

Becoming detached from the things of this world is often a painful process and involves sacrifice. But when the believer gives up something dear to him for the sake of the Cause of God, mysterious forces will be released which will cause the Faith to grow.
(Adib Taherzadeh, The Covenant of Baha'u'llah, p. 23)

just to be clear, it doesn't mean one has NOT to care... on the contrary, detachment has the power to tail off 3 barriers that prevents us from draw nearer to God and humanity.

Such barriers are:

- our own ego

"...genuine detachment from earthly things is achieved when the individual makes the Cause of God the pivot of his life, so that all his personal and material interests may revolve around his Faith. In this case, he can benefit from his material possessions without being attached to them. And since the Cause of God is the prime motivating influence in his life, he will never act against the teachings of his Faith. Every step he takes in his daily activities will be in harmony with the commandments of God. When a person reaches this exalted position, the interests of the Faith take precedence over his personal interests. And when he arises to serve the Cause of God, he will be ready to meet the challenge whatever the cost. Such a person has reached the summit of detachment."
(Adib Taherzadeh, The Covenant of Baha'u'llah, p. 23)

- names (this is interesting as we believe that having A NAME, makes us automatically better... untrue.. as Juliet says: "What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet." ---> what matters is the fragrance, the quality!)

"The soul of man needs to be adorned with the virtues of humility and self-effacement so that it may become detached from the Kingdom of Names."
(Adib Taherzadeh, The Covenant of Baha'u'llah, p. 24)

- reward

"If a man's actions are motivated by the thought that he may reap a reward for himself in the next world, then this is attachment, and a barrier between himself and God. To be detached means to do everything for the sake of God and to seek no recompense."
(Adib Taherzadeh, The Covenant of Baha'u'llah, p. 24)

Trying to develop detachment would offer this prayer:

"Suffer me, O my God, to draw nigh unto Thee, and to abide within the precincts of Thy court, for remoteness from Thee hath well-nigh consumed me. Cause me to rest under the shadow of the wings of Thy grace, for the flame of my separation from Thee hath melted my heart within me. Draw me nearer unto the river that is life indeed, for my soul burneth with thirst in its ceaseless search after Thee. My sighs, O my God, proclaim the bitterness of mine anguish, and the tears I shed attest my love for Thee.
I beseech Thee, by the praise wherewith Thou praisest Thyself and the glory wherewith Thou glorifiest Thine own Essence, to grant that we may be numbered among them that have recognized Thee and acknowledged Thy sovereignty in Thy days. Help us then to quaff, O my God, from the fingers of mercy the living waters of Thy loving-kindness, that we may utterly forget all else except Thee, and be occupied only with Thy Self. Powerful art Thou to do what Thou willest. No God is there beside Thee, the Mighty, the Help in Peril, the Self-Subsisting.
Glorified be Thy name, O Thou Who art the King of all Kings!
- Bahá'u'lláh

27... it's a nice number! (2+7=9)

My life has been very hectic this stormy April...

many things have happened and had no time to reflect on them!

My two brother's birthdays passes very fast and my sister's ball for her Diploma arrived and it was like being pulled back to 9 years ago... when was mine!

Same professors, same place, same emotions... ahead only the unknown future!

I was moved deeply, seeing my sister and her classmates at that turning point in their lifes!

So many things have changed from that day on.... I've grown from that girl of nine years ago and achieved many successes.... not that kind you could evaluate on a piece of paper or through a career, rather that kind one will be proud of for the eternity.... do this sound like an END?

There is no end to the betterment and spiritual growth of a soul... and if I got something 'till now is that LIFE IS CHANGE, an everlasting movement in which a stop is not allowed, so either we are moving or we are sliding back... it happens!

I looked at my Grandpa... (he just turned 90.... 90 this same stormy April), that's a remarkable age to be achieved... still there are different ways of achieving it... and I'm not talking about a physical situation (so get rid of the image of me without teeth, bound and with a stick in my left hand...)

I mean that with this climbing on the mountain of AGE, come fears and we want to take less risks, we get to certain points were the view is beautiful and we wish not to go ahead, we want things to stay the same and see challanges as nightmares instead of opportunities to fulfill our dreams!

This is actually when we dismount the horse of change with the idea of getting just some rest and indeed sink in the quicksand!! woops... too late!

My idea is that if we keep the bridle of change and hold at full gallop up on the mountain of AGE, we will be excercided and flexible!

FLEXIBILITY is a feature of an open mind... which is what we need to enjoy the climbing!

If I look back I see an other me... someone I'm pleased to know each day more!

There is a list in my mind... of people to get to know... of things to be achieved and experienced, to be taste and lived!

That's why I celebrated my b-day with a kind of initiation... I went home for the week-end with the idea I'll have my first swim of the year... brought my bathing suit with me, though the weather forecast says it would be a rainy week-end... I was determined to go to swim, though we travelled with a storm all the way home and the day after the Bura was blowing strong... the 27th still was, but SUN was shining... with my family(-1) we went to the sea for a lovely pic-nic and though there were people (all wearing jackets and long jeans) walking up and down the shore no one was in...

I stepped inside and the water was freaking cold... pure melted-ice! My determination was slipping away as my parents and everyone else insisted on chaning my mind... so i sat down and gazed the trees on the shore swaying with the waves... there! I took off my flip-flop again and ran toward the sea!!

The rest is history.... 4 hours later I was travelling toward Italy with a salty taste on my skin and a happy smile on my face!!

a tribute to Cat's Eyes!

This section is dedicated to arts & artists who have influenced (or will) my perception of this beautiful world!

Would like to start with the one that came along with me all through my adolescence...

Cat Steven, today known as Yusuf Islam.

His name changed, but his essence is the same... it's that of a great artist, whose connection with the Most Greater is pure and inesplicable unless you listen to his creations.

Can't say I have a favourite album, as everyone is special and dear to me, but the one that introduced me to Cat's beautiful voice & soul is "Tea for te Tillerman"... 1971 definitely his more productive year!

Why a tribute to his eyes? I believe the eyes are the window to one's soul and you can understand if someone is on the search for God, looking into his eyes.. they shine of a sweet light... i never had the chance to look into Cat's eyes...(wish i had!!) but saw him on tv-youtube, and recognize that sparkling light.

Well, wont make it too long telling you what i know about him (no much indeed) and what his music means in my life... just wanted to thank him for the good time i had dancing, singing, humming with him... and if you want to know more, have an indipendent and free search, i'll give you a hint: click on the title or on words...

I've mentioned Cat as he is for me an example of how a man, at the top of the world (materially successful) could still live in it and "leave it all behind" for AN INDIPENDENT SEARCH OF THE TRUTH... he did it, and found the Religion of Mohammad....

I really believe that "Religion should be the cause of love and unity." --as Bahá'u'lláh says.

In the Baha'i Faith this principle ( Independent investigation of truth. ) is among the most important.. coming right after:

THE ONENESS OF GOD

THE ONENESS OF MANKIND

THE ONENESS OF RELIGION ( which is eternal, progressive and relative )

..... aha... you wont have me on this either... go and find it out for yourself!! :-)

www.bahai.org

ps: and if you need help, you know where you can find me!!

The conversation IS the relationship

“Sou maravilhosamente irresponsável no que vocês escutam, mas sou totalmente responsável do que eu digo”. ---> "I am amazingly unresponsible for what you hear, but I am totally responsible for what I say" Maturana

Talking with a friend 'bout communication's problems, he gave me the quote above to reflect on... and I totally agree with it, as it's clear to me, that what we hear depends on how we experience and understand the reality around us, while what we say depends on our capacity to express the reality we know..which doesn't mean the other will get what we are trying to convey, as:

a. we may not use the right terminology

b. we are thinking about something, saying the opposite, still our non-verbal communication expreses what we are really thinking

c. we haven't a clear idea on our mind and are talking for the pleasure of expressing ourself

d. we are talking about something we don't have a clue of.

Solutions respectively are:

a. use right words, as my brother says: "each word has its meaning, use it PROPERLY & WISELY!"

b. be honest & sincere

"We ask thee to ...be fair and just in thy speech, that perchance the splendors of the daystar of truthfulness and sincerity may shine forth, and may deliver thee from the darkness of ignorance, and illumine the world with the light of knowledge." (Baha'u'llah, Epistle to the Son of the Wolf, p. 10)
c. think before open the mouth to speak (a sacred rule!!) or stay in silence (usually, the best thing to do!)

d. talk only about things one knows, be humbe and state: "I'm sorry, don't know anything about this!"

COMMUNICATION IS AN ACT OF LOVE!

To engage someone in dialogue is to recognize the person, have faith in him/her. Every step taken in the struggle to build a better relationship, every level we try tirelessly to establish a dialogue, or reestablish it if it has broken down, we are indeed demonstrating how much we care and love. We woudn't even try othrewise! When we give up or keep inside what we feel cause we think the other wont understand or that we are incapable of conveying it clearly, we are destroying the relationship (among family members, friends, governments, society...) everything will fall apart, as it's already happening!

"The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention…. A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-intentioned words." Rachel N. Remen

I think God is the best listener!

I can tell this from my experience, He listens to us so carefully and completely that is the only One Who really answers... and His Mercy is in that, the answer He gives us is the best thing could ever suits us, not the one we think or want, 'cause indeed, we don't know what's the best for ourself, BUT GOD DOES! The problem is we are just too occupied with listening to ourself, and too often we don't even hear the reply!

Then, we should also learn to communicate with our own style... "see with thine own eyes and not through the eyes of others, and shalt know of thine own knowledge and not through the knowledge of thy neighbor." (Baha'u'llah, The Arabic Hidden Words, 2)

I know only One, whose communication style is perfect!

That is:

• ORIGINAL ---> distinctive, new,


• CHASTE---> says exactly what it means, no double meaning, no roundabout expressions,


• & VIGOROUS ---> has power and enshrines words with an ocean of deeper meaning

This is Baha'u'llah!

"Tell me and I'll forget. Show me and I'll remember. Involve me and I'll understand."- Confucius

This is exactly what His (Baha'u'llah's) words do... if only we open our heart and mind and wish to hear!

Many attempts to communicate are nullified by saying too much...

THEREFORE,

END OF THIS POST!

colourful & soulful

Realizing how grey my blog looks like

have decided to give it a new soul...
i love colours and coloured things
a look to my bedroom would clarify
what i mean...
i'm not taking a picture of it, cause i think
one's bedroom is very personal and i'm not
that intimate with you-people, to let you in :-P
my favourite spot in my room is the bed...
(my island... where i study, read, write, eat chocolate & buiscuits,
dance with the music on and sometime even off, make phone calls,
have chats with my brothers, my sister, my 2 cousins,
once a day with God before going to sleep,
sometimes even sleep in it)... everywhere around it there are books
(even on the floor), pictures & quotes on walls, on stiker-notes...then
many collections: sea-shell, stones, candles, angels, teddybears, trinkets etc...
i think i've got so many things in my bedroom,
i could fill with them an entire appartment!
i often think what will i do once i'll have to
leave this house and move somewhere very far...
what will i choose to bring with me, what will i leave behind?
i think i'll give my stuff to friends & relatives... as a goodbyegift.
i'm not attached to what i have, at the point that
even if i recive something precious and beautyfull
if i feel like, i'm able to give it to th person next to me
(a behaviour my mom sighly disaprove,
especially when she makes me gift, i then give to others).
Well, i don't know yet where i will go, how far and when...
but the day you'll see me arrive with something was mine,
don't refuse it... it's a part of me that wishes to stay close to you!
;-) why am i talking about moving?
simply 'cause i'm about to move... let you know when it's time...
since i was born i've changed 7 houses, 5 cities, 2 countries and
untill now just 1 continent ....
that's really nothing, as i wish to
tavel and know the world! This thought makes me feel FREE!!
I feel enthusiastic and thickled at
the idea of experiencing the untasted,
learning the unknown and meet friends i don't know yet!
The marvellous thing about this is that
we can have the same feeling
without travelling far, but looking at the world around us with such eyes!
Wish to hear what do you think about this!?

P-R-I-O-R-I-T-I-Z-E

That's my mantra in last months...

Why, er.... prioritize in one's life is essential... unless we wish to live a caotic life!
Mine has always been... caotic... I'm not what could be called an "organized person"!
Sounds very robotic and "german"... but is indeed a quality I appreciate and am striving to gain!

The most important thing for me is to Serve the Cause... it comes first... no matter what!
But there are always little voices in my mind whispering: "hey your exam is getting close.."
or "your new job's tasks are piling and the book you are reading is getting an inch of dust"... "it's a while you don't meet up with friends... when are you going to see them??" "when did you last talked with your sis & parents?? you don't spend enough time with Grandpa..." "got to tidy up the house... what about some gym??" ---> don't mean that service to the Cause is preventing me from doing such things, on the contrary, I do everything... just not in an excellent way!
... life is full of things to do... all very important and serious... so how do we choose what should be done at first?? How do we succed and pursue excellence?

There's a secret I discovered lately... and wish it to stay between you and me... (ushhh!!)
If we look at everything with the eye of Service then everything we do, finds a place and time in our life with a simple finger-snap!

Ok... I've just reinvented the wheel....
I recall the answer 'Abdu'l-Bahá gave about whether the prayer should take the form of action:

<'Yes: In the Bahá'í Cause arts, sciences and all crafts are (counted as) worship. The man who makes a piece of notepaper to the best of his ability, conscientiously, concentrating all his forces on perfecting it, is giving praise to God. Briefly, all effort and exertion put forth by man from the fullness of his heart is worship, if it is prompted by the highest motives and the will to do service to humanity. This is worship: to serve mankind and to minister to the needs of the people. Service is prayer. A physician ministering to the sick,
gently, tenderly, free from prejudice and believing in the solidarity of the
human race, he is giving praise'. > (Abdu'l-Baha, Paris Talks, p.176)

What do prayer and service have to do with tasks and things to be done??

They are the core of any activity!

"Each child must be taught a profession, art, or trade, so that
every member of the community will be enabled to earn his own livelihood.
Work done in the spirit of service is the highest form of worship."
(Abdu'l-Baha, Divine Philosophy, p. 83)

So, when I feel like I'm doing nothing, or that studying a boring book is time lost, or that I haven't achieved anything big in my life... I just remind to myself that all has a profound meaning as soon as I try to accomplish it with joy and spirit of service!

May we all reach the state of the core in our daily activity!!

Practicing Math is like trying to know God!

Let's talk about Math baby!

I want to be a mathematician in my life... knowing the problem and excercize untill the solution is find!

“As long as man does not find his own faults he can never became
perfect.
Nothing is more fruitful for man than the knowledge of his own
shortcomings.
The Blessed Perfection says: I wonder at the man who does
not find his own imperfections."

When at school, I was told that mathematic is important and will always be present in my life, well.. I thought that couldn’t be.. as soon as I would have left school and stop exercize, math would just vanish... I liked it, but couldn’t really grasp its mysteries... it was like trying to know God... impossible!
But at least we are given the opportunity to try... and for sure trying to know ourself, our potentialities and develop them, we come to know a bit about God, as we are all made in His immage in our spiritual essence.

To master mathematic, one has to keep on a systematic pattern, which I couldn’t, for I’ve changed several schools and teachers; changing the studying method and being told I wasen’t good at it, I just tried to keep my head above water, but indeed there’s a key to success: stystematicity in the strugle!
How is one supposed to be good at something without putting a constant effort in it?
Moreover, when we are told not to be ment for something, we have to bare in mind that it’s all a matter of being systematic in the practice, and that we are rich in gems. I’ve heard somewhere that a genius is 99% of hard work and 1% of talent... since we are all full of talents, in different fields, we should just find out what are the gifts we own and then work hard on them!
As Baha'u'llah says:

“Regard Man as a Mine rich in gems of enestimable value. Education can alone
cause it to reveal its treasures, and enable mankind to benefit therefrom.”

Of course we need a good Educator to train us... but then the fun of the effort is all our!
Limits exist in math... not in a process of learning and developing!

Wish you all a lot of exercize!

Che sara'... sara'!

"Keep your gaze centred on Him Who is the Sovereign Word of Truth: place your whole reliance upon Him, and beg of Him to destine for you what is meet and fitting. Resign your affairs into the hands of God, the Lord of creation."

Ever come to the point decisions are taking you, instead YOU take them??

Ever tried to let your will be guided from That of Other than you??

Give you a hint.... it's harder than it seems, but it's the way leading to happyness!

What will come... I'm awaiting it with open arms and a radiant countenance!